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Have i ever( a poem i wrote for Master)
18:10 Aug 20 2007
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Have I ever told you

that if I sit really still and silent,

sometimes. I like to think

I can hear your heart beating

in time with mine?



Have I ever told you

that when I watch you speak to me

through lines and cords,

and bytes and ram,

I imagine

your voice,

whispering into my ear?



Have I ever told you

that I wait out each day

in anticipation,

wanting

only an hour or two,

just a second in space and time,

to feel close to you?



Have I ever told you

that there has been times,

when I ached for you,

ached for you so badly,

that the emotions overwhelmed me..

and so I sat and cried?



Have I ever told you

that sometimes,

I will reach out,

touching your name

on this cold screen before me,

wishing

I could reach in

and pull you to me?



Have I ever told you

that after the first time I heard

the sound of your voice,

thousands of miles away,

I sat up all night,

turning the conversation over and over

in my mind,

examining it,

like some newly discovered species of flower?



Have I ever told you

that I would give everything up,

just for one night

to be able to lay near you,

to feel your chest rise and fall

with each breath you take,

just to know that you are real?



Have I ever told you

that I dream of you often,

I dream of you reaching out

and touching my hand,

simply to let me know

that you are there,

and everything is okay?



Have I ever told you,

have I still yet to tell you . . .

that I love you?

Look inside me
00:27 Aug 18 2007
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Just a look

Look inside me what do you see

Do you see a kind spirit

Or a black hearted monster

Do you see the love I have

Or the hate for this world

Do you see my kindness

Or choose to see only my wraith

How do you see me

What is it you desire

What do you wish to know about me

Am I what you desire

Or am I just the horror blocking your path

Tell me of what you seek

What is it you hope to find

There are things about me

That you will never understand

You choose to see me

How I once was

Not seeing ive changed

So look deep inside me

What is it you still see

The Moon
01:34 Aug 16 2007
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The Moon

How it raises

Casting all in its glow

As it sweeps across the land

For the day is gone

And its time to hunt

Seaching for the one that is to own my heart

Her sweet scent

Still lingers in the cold night air

Her blood calling to me

How it begs me to drink deep

My prey of the night

Trembles scared trapped in fear

How she awaits for her lord

To take her in his arms

Sinking his fangs deep into her flesh

As her sweet taste drips down his lips

Out there in the night she awaits

To sweep her away

For in the night she waits

Till her lord comes

Whispering into her ear

Our wait is over now follow me

Back to my dark realm

Where we shall always reign

Drink Deep
01:15 Aug 16 2007
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Drink

Lift the cup to your lips

Drink deep from the cup of life

Feel the life slide down

Making you whole

For its the taste

That will always make you return

Wanting and preying for more

Come unto me

I shall take the under my wing

Let us travel the night

Under the light of the moon

Searching for what is missed

Finding it though the mist

For the taste of flesh

The sweet scent as it draws near

Your body trembles

How the anger begins to rise

As you watch the prey

Striking within flight

Never a scream heard of fright

For now we feed

For its time we return

For dawn is coming soon

Taking flight together we fly

Heading though the sky

The night is done

And its to the crept we return

For the night has ended

But it is soon to return....

NIGHT MIST
05:27 Aug 12 2007
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I touch you in your darkest dreams,

As I slowly carress your every inch.

I tease my tongue up your thigh,

And I feel your tender body flinch.



I take my tongue and lick your clit,

As I spread your thighs so wide.

I put my thumb deep in you ass,

As my fingers slip inside.



Your cum runs down your sweet ass cheeks,

As I take your legs and spread them wide.

I take my massive throbbing cock,

And slide it deep inside.



You feel your cunt stretched full and tight,

As my hard cock fills your hole.

Your body throbs in ecstacy,

When my powers take your soul.



I toss your torn dead body down,

Upon your bedroom floor.

As mist I come, and as mist I go,

Once more easing beneath your bolted door.

CHRISTIANITY
05:26 Aug 12 2007
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CHRISTIANITY

I'll not be a puppet,

Dangling on a string.

When ordered to lift my voice,

I'll not their praises sing.

They say that we should kneel and pray,

That our souls their god will save.

That we should live in blind faith,

Forever christian slaves.

This mind knows not the ways of humble,

I feel no sin in pride.

I am man both strong and wise,

And what I am won't hide.

The choice is mine and it is made,

It brings me to no shame.

My sould is mine and it shall walk,

The pathway of the Flame.

Darkened Home
05:25 Aug 12 2007
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Even with your friends around,

You feel so all alone.

With no place you really fit in,

And no place to call home.



You lay your head upon your pillow,

With your heart in so much pain.

No being sure how much you can take,

Your tears stream down like rain.



Oh don't cry my tender child,

For you're not truly alone.

Look within our ways of darkness,

And you will find yourself a home.



We'll reach out a tender hand,

And carress your damaged soul.

We'll wrap you in our darkend love,

And fill those empty holes.



So reach for me my poor lost child,

My touch will guide your footsteps along.

I'll take you from your lonliness,

To a home where you belong.

Sorrowed Pain
05:24 Aug 12 2007
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The secrets that are burried deep within,

Are truly so very hard to find.

Your searching for the hidden doors,

That are deep within your mind.



For the knowledge within is guarded well,

Held with walls built up with time.

But should you get to look within,

You'll be amazed at what you find.



For the knowledge that you've gained each life,

Is within for you to find.

But use care for it's not just knowledge,

That's burried within your mind.



Burried deep with your long lost knowledge,

Is all the pain you've blocked.

It's waiting there to flood your mind,

Should the door become unlocked.



The human mind is a fragile thing,

And can only handle so much pain.

Open this door and flood your mind,

And your mind will go insane.



So use care when you look within,

From the knowledge you can gain.

But be prepared to shut the door,

Should the room hold sorrowed pain.

INCUBI
05:22 Aug 12 2007
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He'll enchant her with his touch,

And she'll get lost within his feel.

Though she'll only see what he allows,

And she'll have no idea whats real.



When he reaches out touching,

He'll make her body shiver.

As he begins to carress her flesh,

Her body will begin to quiver.



He'll spread her legs wide open,

And stick his tongue inside.

Then he'll put her on her hands and knees,

And begin his hellish ride.



His throbbing cock will slide within,

Then the truth that she will learn.

For instead of her great lover,

Her cunt will begin to burn.



Her screams will rip through the night,

But they'll be covered by his laughter.

For the burning feeling in her cunt,

She'll feel it ever after.



When he burns her cunt he burns her mind,

And leaves her in a shell.

Her body remains among the living,

But her spirit burns in hell.